INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MAD MAN EXCERPT #6: under the lamp light

Under the lamp light , we talk into the air

Her hair softly blowing

Her skin warm and fair

Under the lamp light, her brown eyes gleam brightly

Her smile so enchanting 

I grasp my senses tightly

INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MAD MAN EXCERPT #5: the park

I:
A tall hippie chick in a shawl sits b a concrete wall

Her eyes protected by thick shaded lenses

Her calm and poise excite my senses

Her voice somber like a dark mist

Her style an extension of an era long gone

I feel an artistic attraction of pure aesthetic value

An urge to mate to join, to blend with

An ideal, a parody, a caricature of satirical proportions

In the park of cold hard cement

Where the lost souls go to find their true home

Where reality is lost beneath the sound of rolling stones and hazy minds

INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MADMAN EXCERPT #4: the sickness


Lying awake i feel no comfort
My insides twist and contort

Denied sleeps sweet embrace i clutch the bottle of pills
my pain a spectacle for the devils cheep thrills

Night dreams elude me
Day terrors peruse me

Thoughts of escape fill me by brain
Hopes for the future flushed down the drain

Oh sweet pillbox free me from this pain
underneath these hell bound skies my tear drops feel like rain

INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MADMAN EXCERPT #3: the hole

I:
Every word spoken
Every goodbye and done

The windows are shut
All the doors are locked

Lights are turned off
All the ships have been docked
 
II:
The dream is over
There's nothing left to say

No tall handsome prince to sweep me of my feet
No brown eyed vixen to tell me , "Stay"

INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MADMAN EXCERPT #2: the dark man

Dark skin hides soft pink flesh

Eons of pain

Hidden behind deep brown eyes

Oceans of anger

Rising just under the epidermis

A soul bound by chains

Crying out in agony

Alone in a veil of darkness

the abyss becomes his prison

the curse of his condition

the pain of superficial complexion

INSANE RAMBLINGS OF A TEENAGE MADMAN excerpt #1: SHAME

I:
Blood drips from his swollen lips

While  his insides feel like shit

He feels every hit

World slipping away fast

Hands too broken hold on

He hear every epithet

II:
Why so glum?

they would ask in jest

We're all on the straight and narrow

Never met a fag I liked!

One said with a smile

Shot one right through the ass when I was just seventeen

III:
His family would spurn him

Call him a creature

join in the communal massacre 

lying to their faces on a daily basis

Forced to live live under a cloud of fear

Be honest and die unbearably, or lie and live in constant pain

A guy I know once asked me how a man so young can write words so sad. he clearly never heard of Emo  before.